T-minus 15 hours. I feel like shit right now. The solution that I am taking to clean me out is making me sick. Not sick in the way it should be, it is hurting my stomach and each dose is making me gag. Not a good feeling. Need to take some more in a minute.

If anything were to happen tomorrow when I'm sedated I want my friends to know that I love them and that I thank them for being supportive and caring. I don't think anything is going to happen, but I do not want to leave this earth without people knowing that I love them and that I thank them for everything they've done for me. Ok, dose time again. Take care.